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all i can say is still psycho!
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[05 Jul 2004|12:28pm] |
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this weekend was so sweet...friday i went to my cousins house to watch the mount clemons fire works, they were alright..but saturday we went to the alganac fire works those were so much better i got tons pics,we were so close that the shit was falling on us it was funny, people who had blankets around us were puttin out the ashs from the fire works on there blankets..lol..people every where had shit falling on there heads.. then we went to the fair there also..seen some people from the neighborhood.. the 4th, went with my family and neil, 4 wheeling, first time 4 wheeling it was soooo much fun, my dad bought my brother one and there was like 3 other 4 wheelers there, so neil, me, christine, and my cousin dale all had one going on trails watching the fire works go off it was great!... i also got to see my 2 cousins i havent seen in like 5 years, hung out with them all weekend. this weekend couldnt get any better! got to go and get ready to 4 wheel it up again today..cause im one of those lucky one that have the day off!!!!! ha ha ha
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[29 Jun 2004|12:10am] |
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not to much has been up with me just settling in my new place!! i love it so much...its freakin great being on my own. .....not really nothing much to say just been working my ass off. i should be sleeping right now but, not tired. neil went fishing tonight with aaron..night fishing, i wish i could of went but i'm the one who has to work early in the morning and neil took the day off for his birthday, not sure what were going to do probably have some friends come over or something??
peace
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[23 Jun 2004|06:44pm] |
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moved out of my moms house this week....and next week neil and i move into our own place!!! so exciting..
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[14 Jun 2004|08:56pm] |
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i'm so freakin bored! nothing to do...now that i'm working all i do is come home, take a nap, watch tv with neil..i'm to tired to do shit anymore. i'm pissed my girl got fired yesterday, she don't know why cause our boss didn't say why!!! your not supposed to call an employee on there day off at 9pm and fire them! i thought your supposed to get called in before work or something?!? oh well....
so friday neil and i are going to look at some puppys or kittens...i'm thinking about just getting a puppy cause kaleigh loved playing with our old dog rascal..hes just a little tiny dog tho, so i'm going to get a small dog again.
todays my daddys b-day! i don't know what to get him!?!
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nothing much to say..just been working my ass off everyday. got almost 50 hours in last week. but thats about it. alyssa ill give you the apps tuesday or wednesday, i need to know how many girls there are to...cause i'm going over christines one of them days, and ill stop by your house.
oh neil and i are getting a kitten or a puppy can't decided on what one i want?? so now we have to find a place that allows animals.
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[07 Jun 2004|06:59pm] |
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work really sucked today, they already have me doing over time! when i just started. i am unbelievably sore..i noticed i'm using muscles i didn't even know i had before.lol..
so n e ways neil & i are looking at apartments and houses for rent..we want to get one or the other, before we move to virginia cause my mom wants me to pay for more then half of every bill, so that will basically leave her with just the cable bill...yea fucking right!!! i just figure i'm better off on my own. paying my bills not hers. i'm making enough money to do it so i'm happy. now all i have to do is get neil to get a job where his uncle works, cause they are hiring..then we will be set. his shitty job isn't cuttin it lol..
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[04 Jun 2004|01:44am] |
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ahhh... yea i'm a little crabby today nothing seems to be going right with me.
well neil and i went to his moms for a few, then she was leaving cause she had to go to the bank so she left before us and then we walked out and neil closed the door right when i said WAIT...i left my keys in the house! we had to sit out there for 2 1/2 hours we were unbelievably bored..but then we decided to go to the park and swing on the swings for a few with the baby...then we get home and my mom asked me to do her hair cause she was going out tonight, she was sitting in the chair and i turned around and elbowed her in the face!!!!! i felt sooo bad... then my baby kaleigh was crying all day cause shes teething. i feel so bad for her 2. n e ways theres more but i dont want to get into it : (
so this weekend i'm not doing anything but going to a funeral, my friend anthonys mom died. i known him since i was like 2? i think. but tomorrow night i might hang out over christines house for a few, until i have to pick neil up from work. can't wait till he can get his lisense back!
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[01 Jun 2004|02:20pm] |
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I had so much fun, the weather was so nice out,it was sunny all day.. there was tons of people that went with us, i would say about 15 to 20 people..sunday night on the way there in the car we played a game, it was who can get through the alphabet first, or course neil won..but i said he cheated cause he skipped over X..but oh, well i was stuck on U, so was aaron and lauren..when we got that we got a hotel room. neil, me, aaron and lauren got a room and the others stayed in the other room. we didn't get there until 2:30am, so right when we got there i passed out! everyone else stayed up until like 6am drinking..and were dead tired all day..lol.. well the first ride i went on was the dragster,after neil and sheri had to talk me into going on it. that was at 9:45am and i was so tired but after that i was wide awake..going 120mph yea thats insane! never will go on that again. my hands were all numb and i couldn't feel them at all,that was really freakin me out! but the millennium force was awsome, its like the smoothest ride there. but the mean streak, yea i don't recamend anyone going on that ride..my back is brused all down my spine, i can't even pick anything up, yea it hurts badly. thunder canyon is pretty cool to, aaron, sheri, neil and me went on that,we didn't even get hit by any waterfalls but aaron and sheri did it was soo funny ...n e ways, the fuckin prices are crazy! we went to tgi fridays for lunch and it was $10.25 for a cheese burger! just a cheese burger!!! no fires with it..its just crazy. after that we went on more rides. them people are so funny..my cheeks still hurt from laughing all day. but i had tons of fun and didn't chicken out on any rides..lol. can't wait to go again..i really wanted christine to go with us but she didn't have the money, that sucked. but for sure next time.
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thanks a bunches jackie! ill probably see ya tonight
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Oh shit....sunday we are going to cedar point! getting a hotel room..its going to be so sweet, i get to go this year!!! its going to be aaron,neil, me and a bunch of people from aarons work. its supposed to be scattered thunderstorms that day but i don't care..i just want to go and have a good time.
so everything is going great with me, neil and i are just fine..better then ever. just can't wait till we move to virginia tho!! but christine is upset with me cause i'm leaving her. but its something that i want to do. i wish she could come with me. but yea things are good
oh yea i want to make my journal all pretty like...so if anyone wants to help let me know..thanks..
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| survey time! :) |
[23 May 2004|12:06am] |
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read,enjoy,do it
I Want: to move to virginia
I Have: a miskito bit from tonight
I Love: Neil Quinn
Last Time You... yeah ok... lol
Smiled: like a min ago
Laughed: today at aarons house
Cried: about a week ago
Bought Something Significant: yesterday
Danced: today
Were Sarcastic: today
Kissed Someone: 2 mins ago
Hugged Someone: ditto
Talked To An Ex: 2 months ago
Had A Nightmare: don't remember
Last Book You Read/Are Reading: umm forgot
Last Movie You Saw On The Big Screen: Man on Fire (last night) with my baby!!
Last Phone Number You Called: christine
Last Show You Watched On TV: hope n faith
Last Song You Heard: beastie boys - so what'cha want
Last Thing You Had To Drink: ice tea
Last Thing You Ate: chicken sandwhich
Do You...
Have A Crush? yes..but i have him
Have A Boyfriend/Girlfriend? yes..neil
Have A Dream That Keeps Coming Back? nope
Remember Your First Love? yes...jimmy noe
Still Love HIM/HER? no
Read The Newspaper? Occasionally
Believe In miracles? of course
Believe It's Possible To Remain Faithful Forever? yes...100% faithful
Like The Taste Of Alcohol? depends on what it is
Believe In God? yes
Have Any Secrets? yes
Any Pets? 2 dogs..German shepards, Sarge & Stosh
Have A Best Friend? Christine, aka..cricky lol
Have Bad Habits? yes
Care About Looks? nope
Trust Others Easily? only people that are close to me
Take Walks In The Rain? a couple times
LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Saw you cry: neil
x. Made you cry: mom
x. Spent the night with you: neil
x. You shared a drink with: neil
x. You went to the movies with: neil
x. You went to the mall with: christine & some other friends
x. Yelled at you: mom
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it: i never say it without meaning it
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: lmao no not that i know of
x. Danced naked: nope
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happend: yes!
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: no i'm just fine with being a girl
x. Had an imaginary friend: nope never had one
RANDOM
x. Red or blue: blue
x. Spring or Fall: spring
x. Are you bored: kinda
x. Last noise you heard: music
x. Last time you went out of the state: last year
x.things you like in a guy: funny, being them selfs, smells good, treats me right
x. Worst feeling in the world: being alone
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: my daughter
x. How many rings before you answer: 2
x. Future daughter's name: have one now...Kaleigh maire quinn
x. Future son's name: umm not sure...caleb
x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: very successful business women
x. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: righty
x. What's under your bed: nothing
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: nope...quit
x. Do you drink: once in a great while
x. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use: dove
x. What clothes do you sleep in: t-shirt
x. Who is the last person who called you: christine
x. Where do you want to get married: ???
x. Favorite number: 23
x. Are you timely or always late: early
x. Do you have a job: yes
x. Do you like being around people: sometimes
x. Best feeling in the world: being with the people i love the most
x. Are you for world peace:of course
STUFF
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: yes..but i always end up with them
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: nope
x. Want someone you don't have right now: no
x. Are you lonely right now: nope
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: nope...hopefully soon : )
x. Do you want to get married: yes
x. Do you want kids: yes
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: my room
x. Type(s) of music: lots of stuff
x. Day of the week: umm weekends
x. Color: blue
x. Perfume or cologne: curve/ avatar
x. Month: June
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: gas,shit for my car,food,cigarettes
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Said "I Love You": yes
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Endlessly
x. Met someone new: yeah
x. Missed someone: of course
x. Hugged someone: yes...like 500millions times lol
x. Had alot of sleep: yes finally got to sleep in!!
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last night was awsome...neil and i went to the movies and seen Man on fire. Oh Shit! everyone has to go see that movie. i loved it. its a tear jerker! lol... then after the movie we went to taco bell. yeah thats about it then we came home and went straight to bed.
n e ways...we are hanging out with aaron tonight we might go bowling or something. but i don't know if i'm hanging out with them or not cause i really want to hang out with christine and alyssa<~~~ miss her!!! but what ever i do in know its going to be exciting lol.
*Ryan*.......ok i don't understand why you stopped talking to me??? what did i do? could we please talk and straighten out things cause i really miss talking to you :(
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this week has been kinda busy for me...ive been looking at cars, i'm not sure what i want yet??? i looked at a stratus not sure on that one. looked at some neons..ummm but i'm really looking into getting a blazer. i can't wait until i get a car!!! i have my grand am still, it has all new parts on it now, but i really just want to sell it. i need a 4 door car cause its a pain with a 2 door and putting a car seat in the car.
so if anyone knows someone who is selling a car let me know! thanks
anyways...going to hang out with my girl christine tomorrow! haven't seen her in a couple days. i would go over there like every day if i had a car here. or if i knew how to drive neils car. but were going to hang out with some old friends we grew up with. its so funny when i see people i haven't seen in like 5 years there all shocked that i'm a mommy now. like my one friend said "your the nice, quiet, shy one out of christine, angie, ashley, megan and who ever else...out of them i would think you would be the last to get knocked up"....well what can i do..its something that just happen. but i wouldn't change it in a million years!!!
memorial weekend aaron, neil and i and who ever else wants to go, are going to cedar point!!! can't wait..last year i didn't get to go cause i was all pregnated...lol. so i can go this year..YAY. then were going to virginia the next weekend hopefully, to see how it is there and so neils brother and sister in law can see kaleigh. they haven't seen her since she was about 2 or 3 weeks old. so that will be fun. then i'm going to do some talking into doing a rode trip!!!!! i always wanted to go on one..we can go to new york, then work our way to florida..it will take about a week. my dad, step mom and family is going to be in florida already so by time we get there we can meet up with him..then do some fishing...i love fishing in florida its awsome. but i'm super tired... night night
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sitting at my dads house being bored, waiting for my step mom to get here then i can leave! not sure what is going on tonight?! but i'm sure its something exciting.. i might just spend the night over christines house,hang out with her and might go see some old friends??? don't know.
but n e ways...neils at home by his self tonight :( miss him already..lol, but i really needed to get out and do something. hes probably just going to have aaron come over or something. it sucks now cause his cell phone got shut off.. he said he might get it turned back on.
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I'm Rachel Green from Friends!
Take the Friends Quiz here.
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I AM 35% ASSHOLE/BITCH!  I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me. |
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well things are better today, neils probation officer called and said he can't leave until hes off probation. and thats a little ways away, well this year. i really want to go, but theres so much shit to get taken care of before we go and now that gives me enough time. now hes all upset and he said hes going to find a way to go still.
so tonight i'm going to hang out with christine, most likely going to spend the night over there, i really need to get out and do something!!!
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really effin' pissed off right now!
neil wants to go to virginia the first week of june and i really want to wait till after kaleighs birthday.i want to have a b-day party for her with the family. but since none of my family doesn't like neil he don't want to have a b-day party for her. and if we have her birthday there its only going to be him, me, his brother,his brothers wife and kaleigh. i don't know???? i just want to go after her b-day!!! i also said we can come back the weekend of her b-day to and stay for a couple days then go back there,but he told me "NO we are not coming back theres no reason for us to come back and thats it! you are coming with me there no matter what". i'm just so sick of him thinking about himself instead of his daughter and me. hes changed so much!..i can't do anything anymore, i want to go out tomorrow night with christine and he said "well i get out of work early so your going to be there". if i want to go out then i'm going out! my own parents can't tell me what to do, so why should he?! it's basically a control issue now. about everything!
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| got this from alan....he he! |
[13 May 2004|11:38pm] |
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MARCH
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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| oh my goodness!.....bored!!! |
[13 May 2004|12:11am] |
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hmmm..yeah bored again.
aaron is spending the night tonight, hes going to drive neil some where in the morning..
ok, so...yesterday night neil and i were looking at michigan sex offenders site, i can't believe how many perverts are in or around this area!!! i swear there are hundreds! it just makes me sick to my stomach thinking about that shit. i'm probably going to be one of thos paranoid parents when kaleigh gets a little older. theres so much stuff to think about. its unbelievable!
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